dcb 2:30am Apr 3 2017
David, yes, it sucks. And your feelings are normal. I felt the same way after I slipped, simply walking down a grassy bank, and broke my ankle. I couldn't believe it. I kept re-playing it in my mind trying to make it not-happen - I had plans! I was back up to marathon-distance training runs!
You might find this useful: http://www.active.com/running/articles/how-to-cope-with-the-5-stages-of-injury-grief
Please note you'll probably cycle through the five stages several times. Sometimes in one day.
Fibula Fx lat. malleolus Weber B 12 June 2015
ORIF plate 18 June. Cast problems (allodynia) so boot from 25th but NWB.
25 July start PWB in boot, 7 Aug PWB without boot. 14th Aug few steps FWB.
9 Sept 10-steps jog 25 Sept: PT says go run!