Annette T 8:08am Aug 12 2019
Surgery is scheduled for this Friday, right? Good luck with everything! Although this new set of circumstances has sort of put a wrench in things, I think acceptance and moving forward are all we can do in these situations.
So much easier said then done of course.
I have been feeling really down again, it's incredible how fast the sadness comes up and the feelings and helplessness. All of the unknowns... I am in general just worried and even though I try so hard to stay positive and want to believe that my life will one day be "normal" again, it's so unrealistic when walking around in crutches and feeling the aches and pains in my leg. It's a cruel reality that I am not okay and I am not walking again for god only knows how long. Some days it's just not fair...
Definitely need these dark ugly clouds to find a new home for a long long time. I've had enough for this year.