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 Re: Sadness...week 10
Nicola Stan    2:56am Aug 30 2019

Dear Annette,

It sucks, it sucks, it sucks, it sucks....there I've said it, and I'll say it again IT BLOODY SUCKS.....my break was like a roller coaster ride - up and down, small ups, long downs, and so on and so on...My ride has got better in time, more ups....BUT....when you then get a down after a period IT SUCKS....but then it's ups....you really have to ride out them lows.....

Let me see, you are now in month 2 - I was in month 2 in September last year and this was quite possible the worst time for me, I was quite muddled in my thoughts and in a lot of pain still and not walking and in a wheel chair with the doctors saying that there had been no healing.

I had a few house parties at this stage...not a lot of guests, and it started as a meal to cheer me up, quite subdued, then some one bought out a bottle of wine - I had my first glass since the accident....the music came on, we started singing, I created a new dance - 'bum dancing' - still grovv'in but sitting down....bed was approx 3am....

Also, if I recall my daughter came to cheer me up (she is a make up artist) and we decided to try a different 'look'. 2 hours later and the most make up I have ever worn with different colors and shading and contouring... before I looked in the mirror I was thinking Kardashians....when I actually looked in the mirror think Ru Paul drag racing (the morning after a heavy night)....I couldn't breathe because of the laughing!!!

These are some of the things I did in month 2 to take my mind off the 'it sucks' life I was leading at the time.....

It wasn't all doom and gloom, sure there were a lot of downs, but it's the 'ups' I remember well and these memories I will use for 'my story'....

The pain is constant throughout my 'story' but it gets better, it's just a case of old mother time.....

Take care Annette and apologies if my type seems mad but alas I can be quite mad!!!!

Nicky x x x

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