Annette T 8:54am Aug 30 2019
These roller coaster emotions are so hard to deal with, especially since I'm usually a pretty happy person. The way these tears come from out of no where is quite shocking. But I am feeling a little better today. Like Nicky always tells us, there are so many ebbs and flows with this ordeal. Writing about it does provide validation and definitely knowing that everything I am experiencing others have also, really does help.
The nights seem incredibly long to me. I usually fall asleep pretty quickly but then the pain comes, not sure if its nerve pain or muscle spasms, but seems like every night I have to deal with some type of pain. It usually goes away after while and I can fall back to sleep.
It's Friday and the last "official" weekend of summer is upon us here in the US. I will be resting and healing this weekend. I know my body is healing and that I will get through this.
I hope you continue healing on your journey. Sending healing vibes to all of us.