NikiMarie129 9:07am Dec 19 2016
With Christmas 6 days away I hope you find yourself in better spirits. Personally I am 6 days into a broken Left middlefinger and
while trying to nurse that, I slipped on ice, fell down 4 steps and broke my Right wrist(this I think is the third time in 30 years I broke that wrist alone, I am getting tested for Osteo)
... I have broke more bones than I truly can count, some even required surgery and I am only 30.
Never do I recall any of them causing me to fell this depressed.. this feeling of such worthlessness. My boyfriend has been great but I am being a huge "Debbie downer"(my words, not his).
\the hardest part is, its Christmas and I make my living off cooking(I own my own business..) I thought I could atleast do a few orders, make a few bucks. wrong. boy was I wrong. not only did it make me feel that
much worse about myself, but I'm quite positive I made my wrist worse =(
I don't know what to do myself. My bf financially supports us, but, its just so depressing not being able to purchase 1 gift.. I cant even make anything.
I feel your pain, in every aspect.
p.s. Merry Christmas