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Julie2 : 13 December 2005 - 5 Month Anniversary
Diary entry posted Wed 2:52pm 21 December 2005

It is now 5 months since the accident!! Unfortunately depression has set in. I am going to seek some counselling with how to deal with things after Christmas. I am finding I am increasingly spending my days in tears, and I am really struggling with the kids. I feel so guilty as I am constantly yelling at them - I have forgotten that they are only 2 and 4 years old!! The problem is I know what I am doing is wrong, but I can't stop it. I know it is not normal to cry all day long, but I don't know what has caused it or how to stop it!
I believe my main problem is that before the accident, I have been a very independent person ALL of my life. I have never relied on anyone for anything, and have been able to do everything and anything I have wanted. Unfortunately that has been brought to an abrupt holt by an irresponsible fool who decided to go driving one night when he had had way to much to drink! Does this fool realise my life has been turned upside down - unfortunately I believe not! He doesn't see me at the physio three times a week at 7am in the morning, he doesn't see me turning my whole life upside down to get to the pool for aqua therapy and disrupting the kids by putting them into creche whilst I am there! He doesn't see the strain on my marriage because my husband can't understand what hell I am going through!!



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